I’ve recently felt this need to apologize to one of my exes… it was before i got saved, and we dated for 2 years and it was really toxic and we did not treat each other well at all, and basically in the end we really fell apart, but ultimately it ended because i kissed another guy.
Anyway, we haven’t talked since the break up, except one time (again before I was saved) when i got really really really drunk and tried to contact him.
I’ve been feeling the need to apologize for a long time but my concerns are:
-it could open some doors - like i don’t wanna reopen old wounds… i feel healed from the situation and obv. i’m redeemed, but it still happened, it was still a very real part of my past and it did take its toll
-he could take it as “psycho ex” - i don’t want him to think i’m apologizing because i want him back or anything like that
-he could take it as condescending
I in no way want him back in my life permanently, but i feel like reconciliation is necessary… am i wrong? what do you guys think? should i leave it alone? IDK help me ya’ll